I’ve been really embarrassed about this wedding, haven’t been able to enjoy one solitary second of it. This voice in my head keeps telling me it’s not right what we’re doing, two women standing up in front of friends and family promising to love each other forever, that’s wrong. How screwed up is that? Embarrassed about my own wedding. How is that even possible? I love Lena and my family more than I have loved anything ever in my life. How can I possibly be even the slightest bit uncomfortable putting that out into the world to see?